– just give me a cloud of protection to hide in –
To hide from the world but the world is
Still me, running from the farm
Still me, when I found the white horse \\ beside a brown picket fence
Still me
Languid in the rain
Sparking my bic, un-finding flame
Still me
Staring into the eyes of the horse
And I am the horse
And the horse is hurt
But the horse is not alone
The horse is not alone
Not alone, not I
I have God, and He will always suffice.
I have eyes, and with them I see
My family
And that should suffice
And within my circle
A cadre of friends, Soulmates, really
And that should suffice
And I spend my time laughing and learning and having deep discussions with folks
Around the world and
That should suffice
And
I have so much to look forward to
I look forward to when
The sky is brightest right after rain
And
That should suffice
And
I have nothing left to regret
About my past
Because mistakes are how we learn, and
If that’s the case
I must be learned
And that should suffice
Because nothing scares away demons more than knowledge
And the knowledge that I’ve gained
Of myself
Of the world
Should suffice
And
I should suffice
Myself
I should
Suffice
I should not feel alone at night
Because everything’s gonna be alright, alright
And remember that this life is like the blink of an eye and the enjoyment within is few and far in//bet//ween and you live within a blink, a breath, but mostly it’s about the suffering of that blink and acceptance of how this blink is beyond your control and realize that you might die before you ever fulfill a single dream within the blink but that’s okay because the span of this life is really just like the dream of a blink and if you lived then you dreamt and if you dreamt then you died and if you breathed then you lived and what’s between here and there isn’t much more than a blink butt don’t worry about breathing dreams because cotton candy keeps the clouds away and if you breathe your cards right a breath is a dream and a dream is a breath and what? What else.